This day is here, where I walk naked with all my imperfections and darkness, yet I’ve never felt better. I’m feeling sexy, I’m feeling empowered as I walk in my natural essence, it’s been a long road to acceptance, diving deep into my triggers, where the trauma and pain is hidden, surrendering to the resistance, I trust even if I can’t see in the distance, learning to feel and listen.
I understand everything is a reflection of my inner creation, looking within when in need of answers and assistance, so I take a moment to stop and breathe, as I take a look within, opening myself to see, the infinite potential that’s seeking to rise, I remind myself I am destined for greatness I am destined to shine.
I give myself permission and so should you, to let the authenticity rise, I choose to no longer play small, or keep telling lies, just to fit in with the other guys, I take off my mask, I no longer hide, because I am no longer judgemental or in denial, I’ve let go and put bullshit stories aside, I no longer self-hate or criticise, I’m madly in love with my feminine design, I sit and visualise, opening myself to the divine connect and align, madly in love with the dark and light combined, I’m in awe every time the greatness, courage and wisdom I find inside, I’m madly in love with this planet and mankind.
Back in the day, I used to follow like a sheep, always seeking for approval, always seeking to please, THOSE DAYS ARE GONE, it’s all about self-love, I discovered I am a goddess, dope as fuck hey look at me now! no longer I apologise for the truth that I speak, no longer I apologise for being me, I finally see that there’s nothing wrong with who I’ve always been, it’s not my past or hang-ups that define me, being grateful for the darkness and the demons that I’ve seen, grateful for the challenge, that’s the key, so here I stand grateful and blessed for the darkness and the mess, there is no shame or regret, that would be a disservice to me and my progress.
I’m in love with the person that’s staring back at my reflection, I’m far from perfection, deserving of the best, I treat myself with respect and affection, keep away with your badass intentions, nothing less is no exception, I’ve got my sage and tourmaline for protection, reminder, attention! Your perception is only a reflection of you and not me, what you see in me is what’s within you, after years of rejection, I am my biggest fan and obsession, I finally see it was simply a redirection, guiding me to a different dimension.
I decided to be free, I haven’t forgotten but your forgiven, I’m grateful for the lesson, I no longer hold onto the past, growth and progression, that’s my obsession, instead I meditate and chant, in love with my ego together we dance, I’m about the light and dark , you’ll never hear me complain or rant, I choose my words wisely, I’ll never say the words I can’t, I speak to myself compassionately and kindly, the words that follow I AM are only divinely.
I take time to reflect and examine, my behaviour and what I believe, let me take a moment, to feel and breathe, does this hold true to me? So in each experience, I ask myself how did I create this? What is this teaching me? How can I show up next time differently?
So, I sit in meditation, in observation and I wait patiently, preparing myself for the answers gracefully.
You see not every single belief, will help you succeed, are you aware of the limits you’ve set yourself on what you can achieve? Are you aware of your self-sabotaging patterns on repeat? Are you aware of what’s standing on the way of your dream? Are you aware of the undeserving stories, the creative ways your mind comes up with to create misery, oh so real they seem!
I have a vision and my life is the masterpiece, therefore I no longer react to everything within or outside of me, I am the witness of my experience.
I leave with saying it doesn’t have to be hard, I welcome you to have more fun, play and dance on this beautiful planet I call heaven, I challenge you to see the world wondering, carefree, like when you were seven, bringing with you your childlike essence, a little secret you imagination is your weapon and you are the creator.
You hold the key to all which you seek, so close your eyes, relax your mind, breathe, look within and dive deep!